Faint

When this began,
I had nothing to say.
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me.
I was confused.
And I let it all out to find,
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind.
Inside of me.
But in all the vacancy the words revealed,
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel.
Nothing to lose.
Just stuck,
Hollow and alone.
And the fault is my own.
And the fault is my own.

I want to heal,
I want to feel,
What I thought was never real.
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long.
I want to heal,
I want to feel,
Like I'm close to something real.
I want to find something I've wanted all along,
Somewhere I Belong.

And I've got nothing to say.
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face.
I was confused.
Looking everywhere,
Only to find that it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.
What do I have but negativity,
Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me.
Nothing to lose.
Hollow and alone.
And the fault is my own.
The fault is my own.

Too lightheaded after the first day of school to actually write anything. It's Staggering how they treat you at ACS(I).